Did I ever mention how obsessed I was with Native Americans when I was younger? Well, I was. This movie made the obsession more severe. I don't think I appreciated the storyline of the movie until I was probably 11 or 12, because there was only ONE person that made me want to watch this movie...
Uncas
*Sigh* "...But we loved with a love that was more than love"... Oh man, I didn't know what his name was, but all I knew at my young age is I had found true love. I remember walking up to my dad while watching this movie and pointing to this guy and saying, "Dad? This is the man I want to marry." Oh, what an awesome child I was.
I was so jealous of his little romance with the white girl that doesn't really say a word during the film. However, I would say this then and I still say it now, the ending of this movie although a little depressing, is probably one of the best I've seen and the soundtrack is awesome too.
Does that mean you are attracted to Native Americans more then the one who came and took over their land????
ReplyDeleteHahaha! When I was 8 and saw this movie, that would probably be a yes. Now, I'm attracted to any guy with striking/pretty eyes regardless of ethnicity.
ReplyDeleteUmmmm, how do pretty eyes look like??
ReplyDeleteAnonymous,
ReplyDeleteHonestly, I'm not even sure I understand what it is about someone's eyes that attract me, but the eyes are the most revealing part of a person, so the eyes are what I pay attention to first. Sometimes it's the color, but I don't really have a favorite (I seem to have a thing for brown and green eyes though). Sometimes it's simply the way the light hits their eyes a certain way. Maybe they have longer eyelashes which enhances them. Most of the time it's the way they look me in the eyes and smile... so maybe it's an eye/smile combination. If I like someone, especially when I love their eyes, I find it hard to look them in the eyes because I'm afraid I'll stare.
Anyway, I have no idea if I really answered your question, because the truth is I'm not sure I understand what it is that attracts me to anyone period. I never really have. They just have *something* about them that draws me in.
Do you know anyone with those kinds of eyes? When was the list time you got an eye/smile combination with someone??? and I like your blog, it's a great way to express yourself. You don't seem to be very open person in person, but you express yourself every well over the web. I am just making assumption and wild guess. ah aha ah
ReplyDeleteYes, I do. The last time I got that eye/smile combination was months and months ago. Not that it really matters now what I thought or felt then. Your assumption and wild guess was correct…I’m not very open in person. I’m not very good at expressing myself verbally, that’s why I always turned to art and writing to express myself when the words wouldn’t come out. My assumptions about what others think of me are usually never correct. I think you of all people already knew that about me though…or is this just another assumption I have about you? You know how much I like to make assumptions.
ReplyDeleteh aha ha ha ha!Why months and months or years??? First, how do you know who I am? Second, I don't let people assume anything about me, I take it to them and tell them so there is no room for assumption. What do other people think of you??? Yes, you are right. I do know you make Millions assumption if there is room only for one.
ReplyDeleteAt first I had no idea who you were (Though, I guess I never really knew you anyway, so I guess “anonymous” really is the appropriate name for you). I thought it was another one of my friends, but you write much better than he does. (Yes, I do pay attention to the way people write.)
ReplyDeleteIt was your third comment that helped me figure out who you most likely were. First of all, you (ASSUMING you are the person I think you are) had told me quite a few times that I’m not a very open in person. Second, I only know of four people in my life who openly call me out on my bullshit. Three of those people don’t write anything like you do. The fourth person does. This person is the only person I’ve ever known to ever call me out on my assumptions and tease me about it repeatedly. It was actually the “ah ah ah” that gave you away. There is only one person I have ever known who text laughs that way and puts spaces in between. I kind of figured it was most likely you. Also, you commented on my Facebook and then deleted it. I don’t know what it said, but it still left the notification. I just figured you made a mistake… that was until I saw that third comment.
What do people think of me? I’m not usually sure unless people tell me. Some people have told me I intimidate them because I come off as an emotionless, cold person at times since I don’t really put myself out there. Hell, my own best friends thought I would be a stuck up bitch until I finally got the courage to start talking to them.
I made a lot of assumptions about you. In fact, I made a million mistakes with you. I am sorry. There are so many things I wish I could have done differently. These are all things I don’t think I can ever forgive myself for because I feel terrible and embarrassed for being so stupid about you. I still don’t know what to think about you because you never really let me in (I understand your reasoning…you told me yourself), but all I can say is I’m sorry.
So “why month and months or years”? Because 1.) You made me realize how fucked up I truly am and there are a lot of things I need to fix and heal before trying to get involved with anyone again and it’s incredibly important for me to learn to love myself before trying to love someone else. 2.) You were the first person I’ve ever had feelings for. Before I met you I thought I was incapable of feeling anything for anyone. Then I met you and I don’t know what happened, I just liked you. Everything. You scared me to death, yet I felt so comfortable. 3.) I had no clue it would hurt so much to let go of someone who was never mine to begin with.
At this point, I don’t even care if you’re not who I think you are. I needed to get this off my chest.
My only question for you is… why contact me now?
ha ha ha!!! Yes, you got me. I am the one who puts space between my text laugh or writing for that matter. I don't know what to say, I find you a very powerful writer and very scared girl.
ReplyDeleteA person with your ability should never shy away, because there is a whole world out there looking for someone like you to show up out in the arisen. Yes, I don't let people assume things about me. I don't get along well enough with those who make assumption. But, I have always know that you have some kind of gifted talent and I still don't know what it's, but you have it.
How did I sacred you?? Plus, every let anyone to stop you from being yourself. And grow some balls, talk to anyone like it's no body's business. Stop being shy. What do you mean by million mistakes??
Why contact you know?? ummm, I believe that I can be friends with anyone regardless of what happened in the passed. I believe we can be great friends and I have a lot to learn from everyone of you. Maybe I might be able to help you in growing some balls to talk to people.
Anonymous,
ReplyDeleteI sent you a message via facebook.
I really look sexier than this guy...
ReplyDeleteHahaha! Well, since I don't know who you are, I can't argue with someone who stays anonymous.
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